Suicide...

Hello, everyone!! I haven't written a blog for a while...

So today I want to write about a very very veeeeeeeery dark topic....lol


Today's subject is 'suicide'.


Recently, I've heard around 30 thousand people commited suicide in Japan. When I go to school by Tokaido line, sometimes I come across accidents by commiting suicide. Two or three years ago, probably I must have felt "Oh shit!!!"lol


But now I can vaguely understand in his or her shoes.


From October in 2008 to September in 2009, I did job hunting. I went to many companies to take part in seminars and took more than 20 or 30 interviews, but I couldn't get even one decision from a company until September 15 in 2009. It was like groping in the dark because there were no specific answers to get a decision. The more I took interviews, the more depression I felt. As a result, I came to think 'suicide' because it was the easiest way to release from tortures. But around me, parents or friends, listened to my agony and helped me from blue. I was finally able to get a decision in September 15.


I never support killing oneself, but unless someone stands by those who want to commit suicide and understand their minds, it's impossible to prevent suicide.

It's very difficult though...